Happy go lucky :) ♥

Since I cannot focus on my study

I will not waste my time on that

I just wanna take time for myself to calm down

Nothing happens on me

I just feel helpless and no way out

Stressful Uni life

I just can barely cope with it

I feel so hard and .... all the works are almost suffocated me

I have to brush up my class test's marks

I have to score in PBL to redeem my omissions in class test or whatever

I have to maintain the 2nd upper's cGPA

I must not disappointing my mum

I cannot get everything I read into my mind

I had insomnia last night

I got to bed later than usual this few days

I had freakish dream the whole night

I was physically sleeping but mentally awake

I just hate this feeling very much

I feel so tired feel so exhausted

I wept over my feeling

I expressed it by words in twitter

Yeapp

Twitter always my best place 

to give vent to my rage,

to release my grievances,

to express my feelings.

Somehow I love twitter more than facebook

I would like to have some privacy for my ownself

And I only accept those who I known in twitter

They were my true friends

I got messages, comforts and calls whenever they saw my tweets there

Thanks alot, I know who you are :)

I seldom have this kind of feeling

for like once in a blue moon.

No doubt, I stay happily all the time

I was a happy and blissful girl in most of the people's mind

Not to hesitate, I'm just a normal girl

I can feel sad whenever I feel not good and hurt

I cried alone to make myself free from any of the worried and pressure

I did feel better after that.

I and him disputed for very minor stuff this evening

His words hurt me and my mood was affected by him

And just now he apologized to me

I forgive him so easily, everytime;

just the matter of I love him.

I don't wish to fight with him.

I know I affected him also.

I will think about 

how he treats me 

how he pampered me 

how he loved me 

how he amused me

when I was sad and desperate

Sweetness substitutes the grievances from me towards him

Though he can only give me cuddles and kisses through the phone

It's warm too :)

Whenever I feel helpless,

I just miss my mum unintentionally.

I miss her, I wish she was by myside :(

I feel much more better than just now

after his messages and this long article.

Every exit is an entrance of new experience :)

Hope always triumphs over experience :)

Quoted :

To fall seven times and to get up eight times.

The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.

Dreams are more powerful than facts.

Laughter is the cure for grief.

Love is stronger than death.

Nothing can bring you peace but yourself.

I'm still the happy-go-lucky girl :) ♥

I will do my best and try to reduce my stress level XD

Trust myself, I can do it :)